While I hope that this blog will be mostly art related, I find that occasionally I need to put thoughts out there and I don't write in a journal any more.
I got a new computer yesterday and today I was transfering some saved websites from my old desktop to my laptop. I came across Monaco's LiveJournal address and realized with an absolute sick feeling that it has been almost a year since I spoke to her or emailed her or anything. So I went to her LiveJournal and she has moved back to the states and looks like she'll be living in Portland OR. and I totally missed all of that. And i feel horrible. She must hate me. She came home from Japan for a visit last Christmas and stayed with us a couple of days and I loved hanging out with her and then I let life sweep me away and didn't stay in touch.
Gods....I just feel like the worst person right now. :(